Jawaban mimpi malam kemarin .....

Sekilas mimpi aku ,mimpi adalah bunga tidur ,makna dari mimpi semalam 
ya cuman bisa di ungkapkan dengan kata-kata dibawah ini ,ini adalah ungkap'an dari mimpiku :



 Benci ada di dunia ini!
Namun, meskipun demikian, hatiku ini terus mengasihi ~MYLOVEKU.
Bahkan jika cinta ini  harus mati, 
bahkan jika DIA terhapus dari bumi ini,
cintaku akan hidup selamanya ... 

Melting(Pencarianku)

No, wait, I need you
See your love fills me
Every other day inside me it grows
To me you are the one who is constantly on my mind
I won't tell you what happened to me the time that you weren't here
Melting in your eyes and in you
You are the first love I am comfortable with and give into
And I've left my soul to go to you.. it's hard to forget you
If you weren't with me now I don't know what I'd do
You know when you're next to me I feel alive
Yes, I am sure now and smiling at the dats.. I can see how happy I am
There's still more.. the world with you is something else
 wow
No, wait, I need you.. and my passion is filled with your love

Things

believe me, you have the right to regret leaving me*
since I'm the one who gave your heart more than what you've ever dreamed
things I tought you, and things I made you experience
and things I've given you when you were with me
dreaming innocently
you've sworn and told me many times
that nothing would separate us except death
turns out I loved a liar
that decieves while talking and in silence

I made you know who you were, and where you were going with me

don't count, but see how much I've given you
stand it, just for you
and even I used to challenge the pain
and if you screamed of pain
I'd scream a million times instead of you

HARI DEMI HARI....

People see you in one way and I, alone, see you in another way. They always want something from you and everyone treats you with naivety. They only see you from the outside and no one saw what's inside. What do you feel when you're alone and what do you dream about and wish for? Who is the only person that until now hasn't hurt you feeling? People are obsessed with your eyes and haircolor but no one cares for your feelings.
Baby, what you are saying is inside of me and I've been hoping you would say it. I wish for a life in which no one but you lives in it with me. My soul was created for you and my place in this world is yours... To tell you the truth I'll die for this day that I will be in your lap,  baby, you see in my eyes my weaknesses and my longings and all of my cravings in front of you,  with the most beautiful eyes, who for you my life plays..Day after day, your love increases every day, and because of you I don't taste sleep, and because of you I don't taste sleep... Stay in my hands, don't ever leave me baby, I'll cancel my life and appointments, I'll cancel my life and appointments... Don't worry, yes don't worry, I'm willing to finish my life with you... From this night, yes this night, I'll begin my coming life with you... Finally, and for the same time someone hasn't seen you from the outside, someone has felt you heart before his eyes have seen you oh angel...  I love you... I love you.. I'll cancel my life and appointments, I'll cancel my life and appointments... Day after day, your love increases... and because of you... and because of you I don't taste sleep... Don't worry, yes don't worry, I'm willing to finish my life with you... From this night, yes this night, I'll begin my coming life with you... I'm not worrying who in this world can be with you and worries, baby I live for you...

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butuh seorang pendamping butuh seorang yg bisa di ngertiinn
butuh seorang yang tulus hatii
butuh sosok seorang yg bisa mencintai aku apa adanya...

aku takut mencari seseorang itu karna diaaaaaaa,,,,,,,,,........

dikekang akupun  nurut karna seorang juniorku ituu.........
curhat takut salah .....

knp semua itu terjadi ,penyesalan itu terjadi sekarang .

betapa malangnya akuu......!
nasibbbbbbbb bapak .....
nasibbbb SAYA
nasib akuu.... 

AKU IKHLAS TERIMA NASIB INI......

hari ini

 tengah malam setelah selesai beraktifitas
dengan gambaran kemarahan memuncak
kekecewaan yang sangat luar biasa terjadi di malam ini
aku keceawa terus kecewa tdak ada yg berterimakasih dgn ku walau tenaga semua sudah terkuras tapi tak apa lah ini memang kekecewaan 'salah.......
iaaa aku memang salah aku menyadarinya
tapiku sadari  tenaga itu lebih berarti dari semuanya.....



NEXTbesok lagi.....

Until I hadn't met you

From my body to soul
You are imprinted everywhere
You have become my life

Since you met me,
My life and heart has become happy
My every happiness exists because of you

You are my love
My peace is due to you
I have inhabited you in my memories

Intoxication is because of you
Light headedness is because of you
I have decorated you in my dreams

Until I hadn't met you,
There was neither happiness nor grief
When I met you,
This seasons of my life changed

The Lord who is answering my prayers,is in you
Everything lacked something,but I got everything in you

Seeing you day and night, is a habit of mine
Loving you like this,is worship for me

My eyes were desert, you are a cloud full of rain
You are in my desires, I am crazy for you


You are a flowing river,while I am a drowning shore
I am sacrificed for you, you are all that I have

Since you are in my arms,My beloved,
There is a light in The shelter of my heart     

BY.REZZA R P